today, im so so so not-in-da-mood!!!!! 
feeling so miserable.. self-hated.. crumb.. n lotsa more...
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>> family probs.. hate my dad! i kno its a sinful thing.. but i cant help it!!!!! he make me hate him.. sh*t!!!
>> mish *some1* a lot!!! i wanna hate him 4 not rmmbering me.. but i cant, cuz i dunno if he really didnt.. urgh!~
>> feeling lik i was put aside.. kinda lik being dump.. by som1.. he treated me good b4, but now.. he has a gf, n kinda ignore me.. altho i think he didnt.. but i feel lik he did... hate him! but i cant.. again.. urgh!~
>> mish other lots more.... seriously! i can cry now if start rmmbring them.. im so sensitive!! i admit it.. my eyes r so.. water-ish?! (is dis word even exist?)
>> sish gone.. my only company at home left..!! they back to their U for good.. heh! 'yeay'~ dis morning... when i was still 'lalok' in bed.. didnt even sempat to say goodbyes... hermm.. 
>> feeling lonely? lik usual.. tv n pc are my only faithful company.. n frens of coz.. without 'em, i'll die....?!!!
but i'll try to forget dis things for a while... cuz 2morow i'll go for a holiday... hope it will vanish dis probs for good!! really hope so.. oh God! help me!! 
gtg.. hav to sleep.. cuz i haf 2 wake up at 3am.. im taking a bus from here to airport.. 3 hours of sleep.. dun wurry.. i can handle it.. (i think)
i'll take tons of pictures... fyi, camera is my latest addiction, my drugs! haha~ im gonna mish few thing.. but, olidays.. here i come!!!! 
p/s : pray me n my bro n my mom n others will b save along the journey k..! peace~ 
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